Sunday, May 10, 2009

I have to admit that it is not easy being strong. I often wonder, late at night when the day has worn down my defenses and I have not the strength to combat such dark thoughts, when I'm tired of feeling sad and when confusion muddles my mind, I often think, what is it all for? It's more than difficult to imagine that you exist in the world and love me, and I you, and yet, we're not together. And I wonder, and I wonder, what is it all for?

1 comment:

  1. so I don't check your blog for a week and there are a million more posts--hehe.

    I don't know what they are all about, but I just wanted to comment on the strong girl you have become, because you have. Not that you need to try to be strong, but that you simply are stronger than long ago. I can't help but be proud of the beautiful, strong girl you are.

    I know, hallmark card moment.

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