M I R T H

I cant help wonder if I'm being selfish. I want to keep you close by, but I know that it's not exactly what you want. I don't know if it's fair to you, or even fair to myself. Is this preventing us from moving forward? Not necessarily forward and away, forward and apart---just, I can't look back anymore. I only have now and the future. So I don't know if what I'm doing is good for either of us. I can't say.